POWER OUTAGE

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so wish that we had those extra 6 mins of a power outage I'm so tired i have been having trouble sleeping again and i don't know why. it sucks i usually find myself up to about 2-4 am so i don't get much sleep. it's starting to take it's toll on me and UGH does it ever suck. I am however excited for semi tonight. Only if the power had been out for another 6 mins i would have been so F****** happy i could have been able to sleep for longer if i could have got to sleep and if not i would have at least been able to have my friend come over with his TV and ps3 along with black ops and we could have played online with us both having our each TV with system and disc. O how today could have been my favorite day. I so want to play BLACK OPS right now. I hope my friend can come over tonight and then we can play black ops tonight and own the lobby's we go in and i can play wager matches for 10,000 cod points. I might sound and seem like a nerd and yes i will admit to being them i love playing video games and if you have a problem with that meh that's your problem not mine. You can say what you want to me and it won't matter I'll just put in black ops and take it out on other players and zombies. But that doesn't mean i won't forgot if you do, so crack your jokes and throw your put Downs on me because it won't matter to me you will just waste your breath throwing that stuff at somebody who can just go and get rid of the anger and frustration out in a video game instead of real life. So think about it, are they harmful to us or good. Let's say you make fun of a kid who plays video games, would you rather A) he take it out on you or other people  OR B) take it out playing a video game? This is why i resort to video games i find it is also a good way to get physical violence out and frustration out of the body without hurting another human being. well if you don't feel the same way that is fine because i know alot of other people who agree with me and hopefully you will to.

well until next time keep on blogging......

if i could transport anywhere

If i could travel anywhere for a weekend, i would travel to Calgary. The reasoning for that is so that i could find my dad and make his weekend a living hell. Just because he has done that to my mom and he has done that to me aswell with not doing anything with me or trying to get to know me or even just sending me money in order for me to cope but no. He is a low self-centered B******* that doesn't care about his 18 or so kids. Ya I was his 10th kid and that was 18 years ago. For those of you who have both parents i consider you to be lucky. I don't know how to describe it but i do, And for those who only have 1 parent know what im talking about. But this blog isn't meant to make you give me empathy or sympathy because i don't want either of those i believe i turned out better with having just my mom around i my life and looking at my friends father's and looking at them about being a father to me. so it all turned out good for me but, if i could travel anywhere i would travel there to make hi life a living hell for the weekend and try to make it like hell for him for years because he has done that to all 14-18 of us kids of his. well im done with this topic you know why i would travel there now and best part about it is. If i really want to find him he is my brother's dad's best friend *insert evil mastermind planning face*

until next time my friends peace

PET PEEVES

hey guys sorry i've been out of it for a little bit, but im trying to catch up so these may seem a little rushed and and a little blah. One of my pet peeves is scraping and when i say scraping i mean finger nails agianst chalk board fork agiasnt plate or fork against pot or fork agaisnt knive, etc. i hate when that happens cuz the sound just drives me up the wall and makes me want to throw something at them and get them to stop. That may seem a little cruel but isn't it a little cruel to make somebody go through that when you know they don't like it.